Flick the light and darkness will greet
Smoke will clear the restless of me
Burn the paper to burn my desire
The cooling sensation of the deceitful fire.
Curiosity introduced this wretched curse
a brevity of feeling that drives my hearse
Trapped in the knowing and knowing alone
My fate is within me battling my own.
Born with this condition fighting for air
Scared to drown in a waterless where
Forced to be reliant taught to be weak
Forever will I choke? freedom I seek
I walk with people untied by this burden
envious me asks why I was chosen
Where will I be as matters get worse
I’m tired of living in this blasted curse
Im tired of this life
when two curses collide.